
I don’t even know where to begin with this review. After finishing this book I said this on Twitter.
I’m emotionally wrecked by the ending of Half Lost. Now how am I supposed to sleep? It was worth it though. @Sa11eGreen
— Beth D. (@Bethly126) March 15, 2016
So yeah. That ending. I can’t say what it is because that would be an obvious spoiler but damn. I’m still in tears thinking about it. This series has been very surprising. Sally Green did not hold back in the finally. It was chaotic and tense and painful. I’m heartbroken for so many characters, Nathan and particular. He is a boy who his whole life has been told he is bad for because of who he’s father is. He is not and has never been. Yes, he has done bad things. Some forgivable and some quite questionable but not a bad person. He has from a young age been tortured and manipulated. Used for one groups goals for another. He had few people who truly cared about him and betrayed by one he truly cared about. Only to find his true love, his soul mate. The one person who truly believed in him and that is Gabriel. I spent most of the first half, hoping that Nathan would look up an see Gabriel for who he really is and see that his love wasn’t just one way. Gabriel questioned Nathan, he challenged him not because he didn’t believe in him but because he did. He wanted what was best for Nathan and willing to go along with him no matter what. It was a beautiful love story. Nathan is not in a good place at the beginning of book but works his way through. He may have thrown himself with the Alliance because it was best chance for revenge but by then end he understood that the Alliance was the best way to get his freedom. As long as Soul and his White Witches continue to rule, he would always be watching his back. So he does what no one else can. He leads the fight. War is hard. There is always a price and the price Nathan paid may have been too much. I know it was for me. I felt a little broken like Nathan was by the end. The ending was nothing buy heartbreaking and tragic but happy endings don’t always happen in real life either.
Half Lost unexpectedly helping me with my Diverse Lives, Diverse Stacks Reading Challenge by being a book with a Queer Character. In the previous books, Gabriel’s feelings for Nathan were pretty clear but besides a kiss and some hints in Half Wild I didn’t think that Nathan would return Gabriel’s feelings. I hope he would. There was no confusion. No pronouncement, I am Gay or Bi or Queer. Just this was the person he wanted to be with and that was it. I do believe that Nathan did love Annalisse but not in love with her. She was first person outside his Grandma and siblings that treated him like he could be good or was good and he so desperately wanted but that wasn’t love. There was nothing fake or forced about his relationship with Gabriel it was true.
This is what I know about the Book of Revelations. At one point Jesus will come back to usher those of us worthy enough to get into heaven, leaving the rest of us behind to deal with the Apocalypse which I think will have the 666 Beast and the Four Horsemen. So basically I don’t know much but it is intriguing how the End of Time will play out? Riders is not about the world ending but it does bring together War, Famine, Death and Conquest together to fight against evil. Is that what the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse supposed to do? Gideon wants to be an Army Ranger when he dies in a training accident but instead of moving on he comes back as War. With the help of the Seeker, Daryn, Gideon must find the other three riders to stop the Kindred from finding the key that will open different realms and enslaving mankind in their new kingdom. If that isn’t hard enough, he has to convince the U.S. Government that he’s not crazy and the biggest threat to national security is a gang of demons.
Back in the complicated world of Mare Barrow. **Spoilers** She’s been betrayed by Maven. Her dead brother isn’t dead and also has a super cool power. Cal and Kilorn, two completely different boys who are totally in love with her are now in the same space. Oh, and Mare now has to deal with the grief of killing people while pushing a revolution into high gear. Yep, Mare has some things going on in her life. I’m going to do something different then just a straight review. I’m going to talk about how I felt reading this book. If you’ve read any of my 
I didn’t know much about Captain Marvel besides she is soon to join the Marvel Cinematic Universe. OK, maybe not that soon since she has yet to be cast and her movie keeps getting pushed back. (Thanks a lot Spider-Man!) So, I thought I would give her a shot. If I’m going to start reading comics, I figured I might as well start with a character that I don’t already have a history with and start fresh. Not to mention I wanted to read a story with a female lead.
The sequel to Blackbird was satisfying as the first book. Deadfall picks up right where Blackbird ended. “Sunny” is reunited with Rafe, the boy from the island on the train to New York. Rafe memories have already come back to him and has made contact with other victims of the hunt in New York. Together they try to connect with the others and figure out how to bring them down. Things get even more complicated when Ben is sent in to try to bring her back but instead chooses to side her. The twists and turns go back and forth and we find out deep the game goes and far people will go for the ultimate thrill. The scariest part is how easy it is for people to look at others people as less then human. The hunters don’t see these kids as kids but as targets. To them these are just runaway kids with no futures and no one will miss so it’s totally okay to hunt them for sport. This novel is also written in second person like the first and lends itself to the urgency and the paranoia of our characters. In the end our heroine finds out who she is. Her memories are not fully back but for the first time in a long time she can be herself. For mystery and action fans, this duology is worth checking out.
As you may have noticed. Kate and I haven’t posted much lately. I’ve been on vacation and had every intention of updating while I was gone but I was too busy enjoying doing nothing but hanging out with my parents and friends that blogging didn’t happen. Oops. Let’s try to make up.