This has been in my library queue for a long time. When it came available, I knew it had to be this month’s book.

This has been in my library queue for a long time. When it came available, I knew it had to be this month’s book.


I love pirates. Let’s go!

I started watching the K-drama Black Out (CW: SA, victim blaming, ‘boys will be boys’, murder) and it was making me SO MAD, I thought I’d go ahead and see how mad the source material made me.

Another book brought to me by my public library!

I believe I saw this recommended on linguist tiktok.
I have mentioned before that I do most of my reading on my commute to work. I haven’t been commuting as often since I have moved to a hybrid schedule. I have also recently cancelled my Audible premiere subscription. I only got it because Comic Con a couple of years ago I got a free month to download Part 1 of The Sandman comic. Totally worth it but I haven’t really used it much since then. I did listen to Britney Spears memoirs, which honestly I think it’s the best way to read because Michelle Williams did such a great job of brining Britney’s voice to life. I’ve been holding out cancelling because I’ve been waiting for Part 4 The Sandman but since there is still not a release date. I don’t want to keep paying for something that I don’t use. Well I had a bunch of credits to use before cancelling. I have already listened to Love, Theoretically and I’m going to listen to Yellowface next. There are a lot of benefits I’ve noticed to listening but also some drawbacks. Let’s go through them.
PROS
Cons
What’s the conclusion? I think I do prefer to read physical books then I do listening to it. I like feel of a book in my hand. The smell of the paper. I like having a book not only gives me something to do and look out at the train because while most days go by without incident there are a lot weirdos out there and they always seem to find me on days I’m already in bad mood so anything I can do make myself less interesting to them is a benefit.
That being said, I do like the freedom that audio books give me. It is one less thing I have to carry in my bag. I don’t have to worry about having space to hold up my book in a crowded train. I really do believe there are some books that really benefit from being listened to. A good example is Britney memoir I mentioned earlier. So while I think I’ll keep reading physical copies I think I’ll be adding more audio books in the mix too.

Elliot Page gave us a gift by sharing this memoir about his life and his struggle to come to terms with who he is. The story chronicles aspects of his career but mostly focuses on his struggles with his own body and his understanding of himself. I’ve seen many of Page’s films and I’ve watched some of Umbrella Academy; I would say I’m a fan, but I don’t really know very much about him apart from knowing that he is trans.
The prose of this memoir was conversational and personal. The story is sometimes painful; make sure you have tissues around if you’re someone who is prone to tears. But it is also uplifting and funny in places. I’m not really a memoir reader, but I’m glad I read this. Seeing someone else be apologetically themselves and hearing about how hard it was to do something that seems so basic is a real balm in the world where we often only see outcomes and never see struggles. When you’re going through something hard or you’re working through something, it can sometimes feel that the work of digging through the muck isn’t worth it. The stories in this memoir are a reminder that it is worth it to understand and make peace with things. I am immensely glad that I read it.
This is another book that I got from my local library.

